Tonight I’m feeling so down I wished I was young again so my mum could accompany me till I fall asleep. Hugging me, saying things are going to be alright and there’s really nothing to be afraid of. But things are not like that now. I don’t know how else I could simplify an already simple matter and please all parties involved. I think I should stop trying too hard and spare a thought for myself. Mind is tired, my fingers are aching from all the typing just to get my message across. But seems like my efforts are just futile attempts. The way I see it, I will lose one, both, or lose myself altogether.
(whoever’s reading this, pls don’t give a fuck)